I came home from a brief outdoor workout only to sit on my bed, feeling super grateful and liberated and the first thing I thought was, I want to document this moment. So, I turned on my laptop and decided to write this post.
I know I have been very MIA lately. I say that all the freaking time but I do feel remorseful for not writing as often as I used to. I have been focusing on myself and my life offline that blogging about it just doesn’t cross my mind. For the past three months, I have been feeling uninspired and lost. I’m 21 years old and I don’t know what I’m doing with my life. I remember sitting in bed one night and just, crying and bawling my eyes out because I felt so horrible about my life. And I felt horrible for feeling horrible because I know I live a very privileged life, especially if compared to millions and millions of girls around the world. Instead of sitting around and hoping I would feel better, I decided to do something about it and I chose to feel better. I chose to be better. I chose to do better. I still feel demotivated and defeated sometimes but every time I do, I pick myself up and push through.
Lately, I’ve been keeping myself busy by working my ass off, keeping up with my studies, my health and my personal development, going on food adventures. I have been reading a book, I have been keeping up with inspiring people and I’m making use of my time. I only have 24 hours in a day just like anybody else but I try to not let any minute go to waste.
I’ve also been very much in love but that’s a story for another time.
Talk again soon,